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Returning to Uni

So the Daily Prompt is Fifteen Credits (which I’m assuming is something to do with American Universities) as its about returning to school, so why not post on that theme??

I am moving into my flat for university on Saturday ready to start in early September. Im excited for going back, I will be entering my Third Year of Medical School and my clinical years at Manchester Royal Infirmary. This is super exciting as MRI is comprised of 4 hospitals including an AMAZING Children’s Hospital!!

Im kind of nervous as well, I don’t know exactly what to expect of clinical years – It’s going to be so different from preclinical. Not knowing what to expect is kind of scary but hopefully it will all be good.

So I start with Introduction to Clinical Learning. Which is basically 3 weeks worth of lectures on very boring things such as Manual Handling and Fitness to Practise etc, which whilst I know its useful and necessary, its none-the-less particularly boring!

After that, I have been based in Care of the Elderly/ Geriatric Medicine. This is kind of scary. I know that in clinical years what Im going to  find the hardest is death and dementia. Its almost like Im going to be thrown into the deep end of what Im going to find the hardest right at the beginning.

After that Im in Acute Medicine, which is exciting! Throughout this semester I am being send to a tiny village GP in the Yorkshire moors, which is going to be a pain to get to!!

Im doing the Heart Lungs Blood (HLB) module this semester, and my flatmate (in the same year) is doing Nutrition Metabolism Excretion (NME), which is annoying because we were hoping to be in the same module so we could work together. Manchester medical is very big, we have 400 students in a year plus an extra 200 students from St Andrews who come to manchester for their clinical years. This means we have about 600 Medical students per year in the clinical years across 4 sites. So the Medical School splits up the year so half do HLB first whilst the other half does NME and then we swap over for the next semester.

but overall Im very excited, even though packing is tiring!!!


Procrastination Fairy

So the daily prompt for today is Procrastination.

I remember doing a sketch show – Manchester Medics Revue 2012 – where there was a Procrastination Fairy. The idea was that every time the student settled down to work (at Portfolio/ PDP for those at medical school in the UK) The Procrastination Fairy would distract the student with so much that the work just didn’t get done.

Thats what I’ve been like recently in regards to packing for University. I move in on Saturday the 24th of August to my flat in Manchester, ready to start Clinical Years at Manchester Royal Infirmary the next week. Its not the packing for University so much as the sorting out all my mess in order to pack for University. Every time I think about packing or sorting things out, I end up doing something else (making my rug, playing a video game, Facebook…etc.)

To be quite honest even this is procrastination…

Second Rug Project

So I started a new rug, this time crocheting with fabric yarn, and its growing much quicker than my latch hook rug.

I used this tutorial:

but its crazy simple!

I was lazy and bought ready made fabric yarn rather than finding old sheets because I wanted to have certain colours that matched my bedroom.

This is it so far:


And thats about it today =]


Being the 1 in 4

I suffer from Major Depressive Disorder and Anxiety problems. And I hate them!!!

I was officially diagnosed in October of last year, but on reflection I believe I have been struggling with them since I was 12 but was too scared to come forward for help for fear of being judged. There is such a stigma attached to mental illness and many people refuse to acknowledge or talk about it. I believe that mental illness should be discussed, because without talking about it, others wont understand and will continue to believe incorrect views about mental illness.

The brain is an organ as well. A highly complicated organ at that. It is able to become ill much like any other part of the body. There is not a stigma attached to diseases of other organs: diabetes, broken bones, heart attack. But mental illness- there is still a stigma as well as many uninformed views.

I remember being told by a housemate (a music student) last year in university that “mental illness and depression isn’t real.” That I was “making it up for attention” and that I should just “snap out of it and just be happy”.  Also that there was “research showing that it isn’t real”. This conversation highly upset me – as you can imagine. Unfortunately these kind of views are not uncommon and are incorrect.

Goodness knows, if I could just “Snap Out Of It” I would. Its not like I enjoy being stuck with crippling thoughts and panic attacks, with lethargy and numbness. Unfortunately, Depression and Anxiety isn’t just being “sad” or “unhappy” as people believe – its much more multifactorial than that.

I don’t think I could explain things properly – however Allie from Hyperbole and a Half explains it in a way that I never could :

Sorry – that isn’t the best way to describe things…but there you go. Maybe I will end up talking more coherently on this later

Cotswold Countryside Walks

Whilst I go to University in Manchester, I live in the gorgeous Cotswold countryside in Gloucestershire and it is simply BEAUTIFUL!!!

Yesterday I took my dog, Jasper, on a walk up on Coaley Point, which is a field and walks at the top of the ridge and is on the Cotswold Way:


( I found this photo on the internet as I forgot to take  a proper view picture, it doesn’t really do the view justice but its the best I can do)

We often go to Coaley Point as a walk with Jasper as there are always lots of dogs for him to run and play with (which he loves). But whilst I was there looking at the view I remembered that I live somewhere where people go on holiday to for its beauty.

I miss proper countryside walks whilst Im at uni, I find that there really isn’t anything as centering and relaxing as a walk in the countryside with nothing but the views, your thoughts and a dog to make you laugh.  I will miss this when I go back to university.


The walk along the Cotswold Way at Coaley


The View at Coaley and Jasper running around


Jasper needed a small break